Monday, April 06, 2009

Today I have Monday blues because today,a Monday, I'm working! Let's include a Tuesday blues as well then since I'm also working on that day. Well, I should just conclude that this whole week is BLUE because it seems so packed with important stuff and dates to remember.

I received letter for medicine interview and tests. But I'm beginning to doubt my abilities and passion for it. Maybe, 1) I have never thought about it as a choice through my entire JC days and POP, I just selected it one fine day. (PS: it didn;t become COCO CRUNCH), 2) I have an entire zero knowledge about medicine - no internship, no attachment, nothing. and 3) I am afraid of taking the tests and the interview. Not so much on the test part because I'm already more or less accustomed to it. I fear I would appear like a total idiot that day. You know I'm not the intellectuals who speak medicine to you.

So test on 8 april, interview on 12 april. 12 april I'm going overseas. I'm supposed to be making a call one hour ago to change the date but I'm thinking if it should be a call to ...................